RABU 11.05.2011

akum . aku stat tulis psl pesta muzik ea . aku pnyer mood down cket act . sume sbb cekgu . cekgu salakn aku . hishh ! aku tensyen lorh cani . everything buad slow slow laa . aq study kowd . exam next week . takkn la sume bnde aku kne buad sndiri . haish . aku try usahekn . tpy , take tyme laa . haihhh = = '. nseb baek akk aku ade . tdy , wajtu rehat kedue , aku usha dye . nmpk dye kt kantin . ahaha ! menggedik aku . tah r , dye chomel laa . tmbh-2 , ble dye pkai bju krs . belipat gande chomel nyer to . hahaha !! memandangkn bkan sume org steybek ptg ny , ade chance la aku !!! ahahhaa . tyme steybek , dye pggl aku kat dpn gate . aku pegy la jmpe dye . starting of the day !!! mule laa ary aku ngn dye . jenjaln same-2 . lepak same-2 . bekepit . wahh !! dga laju hajat . hikhik . thx kk hud'z coz sudi tmn ktorg . then , cekgu pggl . prektis nyanyi . aku ade saringan bsk . bermatian aku prektis ny haa . ttbe , tga memekak to , akk aku lalu . dgn mmbe dy . huyy ~ .tekejot aku . dye kte dye nk tgk aku prektis . wow ! merah pdm tros muke aku . hahaa !! aku segan ar ngn dye . tak tau knpe . of cos , ble org yg kte syg , ade ngn kte , mstylahh kte hepy . yupp ! aq mmg hepy . kte kk hud'z , jdkkan dye semangat . oke . cekgu plak , tyme aku nyanyi , dye suroh akk aku pegy type lirik la , hape lah . hish ! kesian akk aku .. kak , thx coz sudi tolong . syg akk ! hmm , da sekerat jln , ktorg pegy pindah bilek bestari . haa . dis tyme , bes cket lahh . ade air cond , ade mic . xde lah bekolam ketiak aku . HAHAHA ! tpy , tyme kat cni , keadaan series cket lorh . aku kne nyanyi btol-2 . akk aku ad kasik nasihat . hmm . tambah semangat lorh . HAHAA !! tyme break jap , akk aku maen mic . ahaha ! chomel sore dye . huhu . waktu las prektis , tegang cket . akk aku mara at aku . sbb x dga ckp dye . k k . sore aku mybe pnt cket tyme to . aku x salakn dye . aku tau dye nk aku buad btol-2 . sume untok aku . yer . iera tau kak .. sory k ? oke-2 . abeh prektis , kul 4 . ktorg pon kuar la . this is the tyme for aku , kk huda ngn kk pika je laa . SUKE-2 ! tpy , kk huda lepk kjp je lorh . k k . tape2 . aku bley date ngn akk aku . HIKHIK ! yess . spent tyme gler ngn dye . borak-2 . pgg tgn .. hihii . aku jujo ny . fes tyme org pgg tgn aku cmto . be4 ny , pgg bese jer . and aku bgge org prtame to akk aku !! hahaha . even dpt date kjp jer , aku hepy . dye da buad aku syg at dye tahap dewa . aku tk penah rse camni sblom ny . hmm . hary ny mmg pnjg . aku hepy ! sume psl dye ...

SELASA 10.05.2011

hyep ! hary ny tension . sbb tk jmpe akk aku lgsong . nmpk pon tidak . haihh . dye tk staybek plak to . hurh ! da la tdy tkde prektis . aku cam org bodo laa tggu sorg-2 kat dlm klas tdy . haihh . oke la gak lepak ngn bdak kompg . okee-2 . mlm , dye txt . dye txt sumting yg buad air mate aku jtoh . aku tk boleh wehh . tk boleh ! tk boleh ! aku tk sggop bce txt dye yg ny . aku tnye knpe ?? then , aku tnye gak . dye act series ke tk ngn aku ?? okee . aku nk jwpn . aku da dpt jwpn dahh . nseb baek , boleh pujok dye gakk . haihh . esok , dye staybek . oke . tk sabanyer . HIKHIK . k . byee .

ISNIN 09.05.2011

haluu sume . hahaaa !! pagy-2 agy , aku da jmpe akk aku . hihii . suke-2 ! dye dtg kelas aku . tk sgke wokk . ktorg borak-2 jap . hurm . aty aku ?? hepy gler . aku rse ade org yg syg at aku . ttbe !! haihhh . akk , iera syg akk . iera nk tau akk pon sme ke ?? akk tk penah gtau iera . hmmm . ch0pp ! ary ny , fad tk dtg . hishh . ttbe aku rse laen . mcm lost je ary ny . rse besalah pon ade gakk . cter sal fad , yess . mmg aku syg dye . tpy , aku tau . dye tk syg aku cane aku syg dye . dye agy syg org laen . and 'org laen' to penah ade related ngn akk aku . hiesh ! harus ke ??! sketnyer aty . haihhh .. takpe lahh . daa !!

AHAD 08.05.2011

slamt ary ibu !!! for my mama , angah syg mama !! thx sbb jage angah dry kecik smapi besa . smapi angah gemok canii . HAHAHA ! luv u mama ! hary ny , again psl dye . i start my day wif texting ngn dye . ttbe , tga seronok txt , jdk something yg buad ktorg misunderstanding . haa . tyme ny la yg aku tk suke ny . dye da sentap . aku try pujok dye . aku try sbr jerr . ttbe , dye txt sumthing yg memanskn aty aku . yeeaa . mmg laa aku syg dye . sbb aku syg dye lahh , aku tacing bce txt dye . ttbe aku ade pk yg dye tk ikhlas pon trime aku . aku tk psy btol ke tk ape yg aku pk ny . tpy , aku nk tipu spe skang ny ??? aku jz bgtau sejujo jujonyer . aku tanak pendam-2 ny . aku da mcm org gler da kat ctu . ckp sorg-2 . meraban sorg-2 . everything buad , tk kene . sumpah aku sentap . aku tk sgke inilah dye . tpy , aku still lembot aty agy nk kan dye . aku try pujok aty aku . jgn pk bukan-2 psl dye . sbb aku ikhlas ngn dye . aku tau yg dye baek . then , slow-2 , aku cket-2 , try lembotkn aty aku . and aty dye jugak . hary ny , dry pagy smpai mlm , mmg keje aku txt je lahh ngn dye . ttbe , aku buad keje gler . aq ttbe beranikn diri minx blek at dye . even aku tau risikonyer . AH ! pedulik ape aku !! wow . x sgke gler sudi trime aku blek . menjerit aku dpn kipas to haa . HAHAA !! dis tyme , aku jnji , aku nk jge dye baek-2 . aku nk syg dye lebeh dry aku syg org laen . tk kire ape jadik , ape org nk ckp . aku nk stay lame ngn dye kali ny . i promise that !!!

SABTU 07.05.2011

hary ny skola ganti . dy tk dtg . aku rse laen . aku rse kosong . mybe sbb aku tga sedeyh . sehari berlatih kompg . aku ikot jer lahh . sje jer nk alone . sbnanye , aku nk study . tpy , ble pk blek , boley ke aku study ? otak aku tga kusut . boley ke aku fokes ? AHH ! mlm tdy , aku txt dye . ttbe aku nges . aku tk tau npe aku boley betukar jdk org laen tyme aku txt ngn dye . dye ade explain kat aq knpe act dye minx break . yeaa . tyme to lahh aku nges . kengkadang , aku ade rse yg dye maenkn aku . dye tk series ngn aku . coz , dye bley senang-2 jer trime aku . then , sng-2 je lpskan aku . tpy , ble dye explain , bru aku phm . sbelah mlm plak , dye ttbe jer kol aq . WAHH ! 'prsaan' to ttbe dtg blek . tekejot n tertanye tanye knpe dye kol . keras tros lidah ny haa . HAHAHA ! mlm sabtu , suppose to be 'mlm AF' for iera shaira . but , tonight . da jdk mlm 'siti nurulshafiqah' . hee~ . jujo aku ckp , aku hepi . mcm-2 dye crite at aku . and mcm-2 aku crite at dye . ttbe , aku tnyer 'knpe minx break ngn owg ?' .mmg aku tunggu jwpn dye . haihhh . bia lahh aku sorg je lahh yg tau jwpn to . yerr ?.. satu mlm aku gayot ngn dye , aku ade semangat blek . SUKE-2 ! smalam pnyer laa tgkap leleh . juz psl dye . ary ny , hatyku berbunge kmbali . aku ttbe ter pk nk getback blek ngn dye . dye ade tersebot something yg agy men_ _ _ kan aku at dy . hurmm ... dye ade nyanyi kan at aq satu lagu . HAJAT . fes tyme aku dga , tros egt dlm otak . terlekat dlm aty aku . satu lagu . tpy ade beribu mkne dlm aty aku . skang , prasaan nk getback blek mken membuak buak . but , aku kene pk prasaan org sekeliling ktorg . bkan sum org suke ktorg kdk . bkan sume org support ktorg togete . prinsip aku kali ny , nak seribu daye . tanak seribu dalih . aku mengaku . aku mmg nak dye . thats why aku kne usahe . btw , thx kpde sspe yg sudi motivate iera dlm prob ny . iera appreciate gler ..

JUMAAT 06.05.2011

hary ny , dye minx break ngn aku . dpn ramai org . dpn budak kompang . yess ! aku nges . dry awal pagy lagy , aku da rse laen mcm ble nmpk mke dye pndg aku . aku diamkan ajer . aku tanak kacau mood dye . ttbe , jadik camni . sumpah aku tk sgke . tk sgke dye bley buad aku camni . aku nges . aku nges sbb aku terkilan . aku tk puas aty knpe aku jadik mangse pergadohan dye ngn sumbody . tpy , in this case , even aku sygkan dye , aku x ley pkse dye getback blek dgn aku . maybe ny yg terbaek untok sume . hmm , da lahh . aku try tenangkan diri . aku try trime nseb aku . aku try putuskan yg dye bkan untok aku .. akk , owg still tggu akk ..

my new status :)

hye . bru blek skola . huhuu . lepak ngn adekk dlm surau . kiera ngn sue cam org gler dlm surau to . herm . act , aq nk ckp sal DEEP FEELING aq . yess . aq epy aryny .! satu ary lepak ngn akq aq . sempat tacing jap . tau dy ade owg laen . HAHAA . jeles tandenye syg .. pgg tgn ?? wuhuu . fes tyme dowh .! kiss aq ? wow . tekejot glerr .. HAHAA ! festyme ade kdk atas . laen feeling aq this tyme .. ntah laa . aq hrp gler relationship ny stey . honestly , AQ SYG DYE .. bape kali daa aq ckp . mcm org laen gakk , x ske relationship yg dbenci . aq akn try settle this matter out . ape-2 pon aq nk dye jugakk . aq x penah syg org camni skali tauu .. aq tauu , AQ SYG DYE ..

confuse !

yess ! aq bgon pagi-2 ary ny . untok tulis blog sorg-2 . takde spe kacau . HAHA . hurm . honestly , aq mmg dlm dilema skang . nk suroh aq buad ape ? aq rse aq baek blah je dry relationship ny . bia dye ngan org-2 sekeliling dy . tpy , aq tanak gakk . dye OIAM . cehh ! susah la feeling ny . dry minggu lps , aq asyik pk sl bende ny . tak ley fokes bnd laen . AHAHAHA . dan dan jer . ade yg suroh aq smbong . ade yg suroh tak payah . truly , aq x bley nk ikot kata haty aq skang ny . sbb bende ny melibatkn ramai org . aq x bley jadk selfish . nseb baek lahh ade org yg sudi motivate aq . rasa lega cket lahh .. about the picture , maybe bnde to aq akn buang besok . gmba dye stay x lme pown dlm blog ny . aq tkot 'org' mara . EISHH ! problem utama aq skang ny TAKOT . knpe aq kne tkot ?? bende ny tak besa pon kowd . HAISH ! about my final results , juz let me and GOD only know ..

mate bengkak SHIOTT !

wow ! hebatt btol aq yerh . satu malam tak tdo . juz psl satu blog . AHAHAHAHA ! tak penah aq smpai camni skali . HAIH ! semangat la cket aq arynh . pasni tros solat lahh . HUHUU . penat arh .

AQSYGDYE ??

hye .. ade sumting yg aq nk share ny .. aq da rse laen skang . ade bende dlm aty aq . tatau ape .?? tyme dye minx , x rse papepon . skang , da stat da ny . seminggu ? kejapp je aq rse . nk smbong ? i don think so . aq tingin nk smbong . tpy , aq pkir prasaan org laen . dye bkannyer aq pnyerr .. untonglaa ann .. dye care sal adek-2 dye an ? to yg buad aq syg at dye . act , aq tanak p0wn syg dye . tpy , dye yg buad aq jdy canii . mmg sket aty . sume org da benci aq skang . juz because aq kontrak ngan ye . mmg aq ske dbenci satu skola ny . even mmbe aq sndiri da meluat ngn aq . serious , aq mmg kejam . sbb trime dye tyme to . aq niat sje-2 jer . aq tak tauu ape-2 p0wn . fine ! benci lahh aq smpai lebamm !..

my destiny

~4.04.2011~
satu date yg ta pernah dsamb0t . ja0h dlm aty , aq nk sgt smb0t date ny . tapy , nk wat cane ?. da telambat an .. hurm . aq ta tauu ape peghasaan aq skang . nk kate mara , mmg mara p0wn . tpy , sampai bilee aq nk maraa ??.. tpy , syg to still adee lahh .. haish . nk salakan spe ekk ?? aq kerh ? iye kodd . HAHAA . mcm kelaka cter sal bende da lps ny . dye bkn aq punyer agy .. aq harap dy hepi skang . aq harapp gler dohh . dy x maenkn akq dye . dye jage aty akq dye . aq tga try lupekan dye . bia dye ja0h-2 dry aq . kalau bleh , takdee kene mengene lgsong ngan aq . even kwn-2 aq p0wn . bler aq nmpk dye at skola , tmbh sket aty adelahh . s0 , better xyh jmpe . okee . saket ! saket ! saket !

single =,=

aq da xde adekk . finee . da dye minx cnto . aq x ley pakse . tpy , aq x phm npe ? npe agaknyer . aq xde buad sala pown . HAISH . manusie ann . bia lahh aq still simpan gmba dye dlm bl0g nie . at least ade la kenangan gakk . mmg btol lahh . single is better . untok adekk , akq x kan kacauu adekk dahh pasni . hepi-2 je lahh without akq .

takdir :)

ehemm-2 . aq beserah je la haa . kalauu nk SETIA , setia lahh . kaluu x nkk , SUDAA . aq tga TRY ni ann .. kasik MASE cket lahh . skang x bley CITER bnykk . juz BELAJA t0k setia . UKEE .

ADEKK :)

npe aq asyik ASE yg DYE maenkn aq ?? aq x TAUU ah . aq tauu aq nie STALKER .! skang nie , aq ase DYE layan aq sbb nk AMBEK aty aq jerh . n aq dpt rse yg DYE x IKHLAS .. at the same tyme , DYE tgk owg laen . HISHH ! juj0 aq kte , aq SKET ATY ble tgk dye ngan owg LEN . x KESA laa bdak ats ke , bdak SAME BADGE kerh . aq x nk HEARTBROKEN sal dye ..

npe ekk ???

hurm . salamm . cani ekk . npe AQ rse dye cm PEMAENKN aq ?? bt0l x dye MINAT aq niee ?? ke minat OWG LEN ? asl dy pegy at owg len ? bek ckp TR0S TRG . x yah bwat owg TERTUNGGU TUNGGU camni . dye da TAU kod yg aq p0wn MENAT DYE ..

library :)

skang ade at library . dgn akq f0m 3 . wat ASSIGNMENT ni haa . gy MPS . carik BAHAN . lepak library . jap gy nk gy PARKSON blek . kul 6 lebeyh bwu blek UMA blekk . PAKEJ PERCUTIAN aq bl0m siapp . satu HAPAK p0n bl0m bwat agy . result exam tr0k owd :) cane nk wad ? aq x nak tur0n klas . nk stay beta arh ...

ape jdik at aq ?

salam :)
nk CITER cket ni haa . aq X TAW ape peghasaan aq skunk . nk KATE syg ? mmg SYG p0wn . psl tu kew AQ asyik pk JE sal DYE haa ?? cani laa . NPE DYE kene PEGY at owg LAEN ? eishh ! aq SKET ATY doeh ! geram ! MELUAT pon ade gak arh . npe DYE taa cye aq ? tyme dye EXPLAIN at aq , aq cye JERH dye . act , APEW dye nk ? skunk KIT0RG da taa RAPAT . juz because DYE da taw aq ade status NGAN owg len . DERRHH ! DULU , aq mmg ta layan sgt . BUT , dis year aq da MULE ade feeling , BHAI :) TPY , DA DPT taw DYE wat perangai arr . AHH ! lantak dye ARH . bia je laa weyh . bek BELAJA agy bg0ss ..

pdn muke =)

BHAHAHA !
pdn muke r aq reject k0l kaw .
aq egt owg gler tdy .
S****L t0l kaw nie .
bnyk kali da owg kate jgn kacaw ank dare owg :)
x phm2 jugak .
nak wat camne owg muke temb0k mcm kaw nie S***N !!

yaww !

aq x ta0 ape nk wat skunk nie .
bgi aq ,
study c0mes first .
tpy ,
npe bdak2 sk0la aq suke utamakan K***K ?
or x ,
yg sewaktu dgnnye .
kengkadang aq p0wn rse camtu gak .
KENGKADANG je laa =)
but anyway .
aq x terpengaruh p0wn arh .

H.E.A.R.T.L.E.S.S ??

For once my eyes are open to you, and everything you've said.
For once your web of lies is in the open.
I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left.
Still you act as if I'm just a burden.
I've finally let go. Let go, let go.

Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
'Cause I'm so done playing these games with my heart
I've been around the world and back for you, and now its time to choose.

I've been swallowed by this wreck that you call your life.
I'm damaged from the inside. I've been broken.
Don't threaten me with what you think I feel.
If you could read my mind you'd be in tears.

I'm sick of your excuses you hold above me.
I've finally come to terms with what I am.
I'm nothing in your eyes, and this will not change.
I'm living in a dream.

Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
'Cause I'm so done playing these games with my heart
I've been around the world and back for you, and now its time to choose.

And I'll close my eyes, and dream of a better time
when I'll be finally past this and I'll be happy on my own.
I've done all I can, and I've still been cast aside.
All I ever wanted to be was be the one who would wipe tears from your eyes.
But I guess I'll play second best, to a world that will never care about you.
You'll never understand you're just another pretty face
You'll tell me that you care, and then run straight back to him.
I can hear your voice of treason from a mile away.

You never did know how to whisper.

You're such a liar. Tell me the truth.
You're such a liar. Tell me the truth.
You fucking liar. Tell me the truth.
Do the world a favor, stop cutting your arms, and slit your throat.

imissyou.iloveyou.iwantyou.ineedyou

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

w0yt sye hepy :)

ask0m .
tga hepy nie tekk !
aq p0wn x ta0 npe  .
yg pastynyer .
beban cam da lps d0h .
anyway .
tengs kpd sesape yg terlibat xD .